Who to run to?

When you have no one to share secrets with or have no one to tell your feelings, who do you run to? I guess,  ill be blogging alot more.? Im so friendless.  Or so it seems. I guess this is part of growing up. You learn to cope alone.  And you can't depend on anyone but yourself. Is this really what being grown up is all about. ? Im not even sure if im happy?